hmm. maybe I should paint a picture of my heart, and hten jus tear it to pieces, just to see what would happen.

yeah, today I have been wanting a heart attack, just to see what it feels like. That way, when i survive(please, a heart attack kill me? I have felt worse pain i'm sure...) I can write abotu how I had a heart attack and I can disclose to the world how it feels. Taht and it fascinates me to figure out how much it truly hurts ot have a heart attack.

Anyways, i made a nameplate today in manufacturing. It says in bold letters in Tahoma font "Crazy Carl."

I put that for the name because that has been my nickname in Manufacturing for the past like, 4 months.
I just decided I would make that apparent to you all.

it's cold outside, and now that i have read somethign that did not make me too happy at all, I want to go for a walk. But it's cold, but then again, i went out for a walk on the coldest night of the year, so i guess i'll be fine.

Anyone up for hanging out sometime this weekend? cause i want ot do somehting, other than sit around listening to music. i could just go for a nice walk like, everyday of the weekend, but i need to study for at least one of those days. Actually, i'm sure ill do fine in the midterms, so i guess studying not needed.

Anyways, now I am bored and need to find somehting to do, so off I go for a walk in the cold.

Sweet

Carl